| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 4 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 07/04/2004 |
| Date of Death | 31/08/2004 |
| Visitors | 4,057 since 01/04/2009 |
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my beautiful daughter slept in my bed,
when i awoke my baby was dead
her little hands and tiny toes
why did she die nobody knows....
her beautiful smile her eyes so bright,
i think of her as i look at the stars at night,
theres lots of thoughts that make me cry...
why did u go,why did u diexxxx
me and my partner got together in dec2002,a few months later we were expecting...then on the then at 12weeks i started bleeding several hospital visits later they discovered i had a bicournuate uterus(double womb)unfortunately i miscarrieed at 14weeks on the 10th april2003,had to have a funeral,a little coffin it was so sad,very traumatic the way i was treated......then i found out i was pregnant again a few months later,we had scans every week to make sure the baby was in the right womb that i didnt lose from last time,as time went on i got bigger and bigger then Tamika arrived on 7th april2004,we were so proud we finally had our bundle of joy,and she was,perfect in every way.....we did everything with her,we always went on camping holidays,7hour hikes over the peaks in a baby sling,we all loved every minute,bcos we were 2getha,thats all that mattered!!everyone used 2comment when they saw us at the campsite how close we were as a family....then the time came we had to pack up and come home,at the night time we bought a digital camera and my partner filmed a 13sec video of me and tamika playing,just to see if it worked....i wish now we would of carried on filming bcos that 13seconds is all we have of her alive,as that night when we all cuddled up to go to sleep,as always all cuddled 2getha,Tamika with each hand on either side of my face(the only way she would go2sleep),i remember waking a couple of times that night and she was nuzzled up2me breastfeeding,she loved her milk!so when i woke up my partner had gone to the toilet,i got up trying not to wake my sleeping princess,when i noticed she had kicked her socks off..i said oh baby ur feet will get cold,i put them back on and lay back next to her,she didnt hold my face like she had done everytime i got back in bed,i snuggled up2 her and then i noticed what i thought was sick,i picked her up and thats when i realised it wasnt,she was dead,i just screamed for my partner who came running in,i said shes dead,he said dont be stupid u dreamt that the other night,ur just being paranoid,at this point i held her in front of him and screamed NO SHES DEAD!!he ran outside,i started resusitation,trying to bring her back with every breath i had in me,thinking to myself,no,this cant happen,please god uve had one of my angels,let me keep this one!!!all the way to the hospital i carried on trying,god knows how we got there so fast,we ran into A&E and they took her,put her on this big bed all these big strangers round my baby girl prodding and poking at her,they kept trying to send us out of the room,but we refused to move from her side,about 40mins went by and god knows how many needles later,i just screamed STOP,PLEASE STOP UR HURTING HER....they heard my words,they looked at us and said were sorry...that was it our world ended there that day 31st august2004......we couldnt go home without her so we went to a hotel,everything was empty,apart from the milk leaking,i just cryed and said she would love this lets go back and see....i knew we couldnt though....the funeral came her little pink coffin with teddies and balloons on it........it was devastating.....cant really talk about it still......my little princess in the skyxxxxxxx
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ALL MY LOVE TO ALL MY ANGLES
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Here's a festive greeting
Thats as special as they come
So from my family to yours,
May your day be filled with fun
And happy memories from yesteryear.
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(( HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR .))
I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now.
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
We are connected,
My child and I,
By an invisible cord,
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen
By any on earth.
This cord does its work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised…. I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take away!
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Another day without you
Another teardrop falls
Another day without a smile
As losing you, I recall.
Another day you're missing
Another minute you are gone
Another time I'm left thinking
How does life go on?
Another time of heartbreak
Another hour of fear
Another day spent crying
Just wishing you were here.
Another time of lonliness
Another mask I have to wear
Another desperate feeling
My life so full of despair
Another day i wish was different
Another day I miss you so
Another day I want you oh so much
And never let you go
BUT>>>>
On a different day, I'll meet you
On a different day I'll smile
On a different day I'll hold my baby
My special angel child!
Christie Wildma
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What a beautiful little girl, I can't believe how muich ur mammy an daddy has been through, rest in piece princess :-( hope ur taking care of ur brother an sisters xxxxx
This is for my little angel Tamika,
when i go 2 bed at night,
I remember your eyes that shone so bright,
like the brightest star up in the sky,
i look at them and start to cry,
why did you go and leave us so sad,
7years have passed and it still hurts so bad,
just 5months old your whole life ahead,
you left me whilst i slept in my bed,
as time goes by i think of you more,
tears flow and my eyes become sore,
so i tell myself dont cry be strong,
i know your up there,but it seems so wrong,
i just need you to remember,i love you so much,
i will always long for you to be here to touch,
i will keep that thought till we hold eachother tight,
i love you Tamika see you in my dreams tonight!!
Love your mummyxxxxxxxxxxxx
This is for my little angel Tamika,
when i go 2 bed at night,
I remember your eyes that shone so bright,
like the brightest star up in the sky,
i look at them and start to cry,
why did you go and leave us so sad,
7years have passed and it still hurts so bad,
just 5months old your whole life ahead,
you left me whilst i slept in my bed,
as time goes by i think of you more,
tears flow and my eyes become sore,
so i tell myself dont cry be strong,
i know your up there,but it seems so wrong,
i just need you to remember,i love you so much,
i will always long for you to be here to touch,
i will keep that thought till we hold eachother tight,
i love you Tamika see you in my dreams tonight!!
Love your mummyxxxxxxxxxxxx
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